...I don't exist, I don't exist...

If I could, I want to turn back time. I am really sorry for all that I have done towards him. Really really sorry...
Feels like I want to die, so badly.

Breathe. Just a few more thousand seconds to the end of today. It'd be good if I didn't exist...

I miss him. Too many "sorrys". I hate myself, I hate him, I want him, I need him, I want to die.