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It's when I reach out and realize that there is nothing between the two of us. As if we are on different frequencies, in two different but parallel worlds. There is nothing to be built, nothing that can be built. No possibilities.

It is like the man in The Beautiful Mind.
The people most important to you and the things you thought you had, they don't exist. Everything is in your mind.

Do you see why I cry?
Because it was never there and it will never be.
It's empty. I'm grasping at nothing.