Not expecting

You know what I'm really, really afraid of in any relationship?
Afraid of asking too much, of expecting too much from the other person. Don't know how much is too much, don't know what the other person want.

You know what's the easiest thing?
Don't expect anything, don't ask for anything.

You know what's really difficult?
Not expecting, not wanting anything.

You know what's the result from not expecting or wanting anything?
I don't know what I want anymore. Somehow it also made me less trusting of others too.