Why I am was angry

Now I am very angry because blogger erased my ENTIRE post and now I have to retype it.
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Am angry, or WAS angry at somebody's reaction. Actually it wasn't a big deal. I'm not in the mood for the activity although I kind of miss it and his attention was what drove me. Still, I'm out of ideas. Ah, well. Maybe I'll wait until somebody else is interested or until I get the drive back, which I doubt. Sigh.

It's a vicious kind of cycle, see - I'm horny, I have it, he sees and he's interested, he expresses his interest, it gets me worked up, it fuels the desire to do more. Freak the exams. It killed my brain cells and my hormones and this lovely relationship with him. Hey, I have to blame somebody or something and since I can't bear to blame either him or me, I'll blame the exams.

Basically, I was pissed because there were no guys when I was horny. No horny guys, now that's a first. Not to mention that I was upset that things came to this. I miss it! I miss him! He was really my main drive! Anyway I'm not angry now because I guess things like that comes and goes.

Ok, I'd better shut up. I'm ruining my own reputation of an innocent girl. And I'm still innocent, mind you!