Half-awake

I had a dream last night. It was so real my heart broke into a thousand pieces and I started to cry. Was it really a dream? I cannot tell.

Last night I felt like I hardly slept. It was as if my unconscious kept my mind half awake, waiting for someone, something. I feel so silly, really. I don't know why I'm waiting. I sincerely believed I would not be disappointed, but it just made reality all the more harder to take. I don't know, am I asking for too much? Is there something I don't know? Already knowing what to do, yet not willing to. My dreams are haunting me, I had woken up confused and unable to tell dream from reality. Haha. Silly, silly me.