Longing

Where are you when I need you?

Sometimes I simply don't wish to be alone and I wish you were here, even for a while.
And even as I articulate it, I know I will not get my wish. For some reason, I do not have that right. So I go to bed and sleep, pretend that everything is OK and try to be happy when I wake up. One day I know things will be alright and they will be as it should be.

I am tired. Should go to bed. Good night.