Happy New Year 2008

Happy New Year!

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Wishing all of you a great year ahead! Those who need to do better in studies, hope you will do better (go and study)! Those who need to grow taller, go and grow taller (eat more and jump more)! Those who wish to grow prettier, hope you will grow prettier (go and visit beauty saloon). Those who need to grow younger... er... a bit difficult.

To all you readers and friends, thanks for the support over the past year through exams, fears and death. I really appreciate it very much.

Start of a new year and the first emotion I felt was anger and disappointment. What the heck. What is the point. I think this is enough from me already. I tried very hard, very tired already. Am trying too hard, wanting too much, thinking too far, dwelling too long. New year, new beginning, don't want to go back again so I'm letting go. This time I'm striving to accept and not to turn back.

And I'm officially sick on the first day of the New Year.

I came home from a show just now on the last night of 2007 and I was walking past people, going in the opposite direction. I looked at people with friends, families and couples. I was alone but not lonely. You know how I've always wanted to find that person meant for me? At that moment it didn't matter that much because inside I felt great. Maybe you exist, maybe you don't, but I love you now anyway, and for now that's enough.

Bye bye 2007, I've learned plenty the past year. You sure have taught me a lot but I don't want to go back there again. You are the harshest year I've ever gone through and I'm glad you're over.

Hello 2008. I know you have more to teach me, but I hope you'll be a little gentler. For some reason, I feel there's something calmer and promising about 2008. Hope it is the case. See you when it's brighter.