On MSN

Friend on MSN:

Im a Fooper! says:
just finished my mock exams

Im a Fooper! says:
mock = not counted = vegetarian

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That perverted guy MSN-ed me again the moment I unblocked him. Don't know why I unblocked him. I instantly blocked him again. A part of it is out of fear, the other's plainly because I'm tired.

That day my male friend was feeling a bit *ahem*. Somehow we started exchanging porn websites. Hmm, not sure if it's normal that a female can talk about these kind of things with her male friends. We were chatting and I told him that I really enjoy watching videos of lesbians, especially those of females kissing. It's way better than watching people have sex. Seriously, there's nothing more arousing than watching people kiss, especially girls.

He asked if I'm turning lesbian.

I laughed and told him no, though friends have teased me about being one in the past. Never was and never will be, I told him, hopefully.

This is so sick. I didn't mean to talk about porn or even centre my blog around it but it seems as if I'm talking more and more about it. I need to clean my mind up a little.

Just a couple more things.
Today in the bus on the way to Clementi this couple in front of me was so intimate, playing around. You know when couples just have that vibe radiating from them when they're sexually aroused? You can tell from their actions and the way they couldn't be bothered that everyone else could see what they were doing. Their faces were so close. In fact I think they did kiss once but I was trying very hard not to look. So tempted to watch but I pointedly directed my gaze out the window. It was so amusing I think I was smiling to myself at one point. Smiling because of that and a little something else from memory.

There's this really hot girl in my psychology group. Bronzed and slim and not bad looking.

Need to clean up mind.

I wonder if things will ever turn around, that I'm the watched instead of the watcher.